08/12/2015: carnival

i was living in a city that eternally had a carnival. it was a labyrinth of tall narrow alleys and mysterious doors. inside each door were further labyrinths, of dark messy abandoned chambers with no windows, however some had dim mood light and people partying. i was paranoid, constantly looking for tiny spiders that would pop up in the huge piles of debris that littered everywhere inside and out. it was incredibly dark outside at all times, with the only light coming from streetlamps. people were running through the streets and singing or screaming. i avoided people as much as possible, altho i admired many of them. everyone was incredibly androgynous and wearing colorful painted rags, and i felt at home even if the dream was generally lonely and paranoid.